OK i know my mood was down lately, and i was blaming everything ( i still do) including my self.
the thing is i was thinking about my past and all wrong choices i made, and how i waste years of my life, and long list of why and what if.
but that's enough, past is past, i have to move on
I'm not the only one who had a bad life, almost every single human on earth will tell me the same, the only difference is some of them learn from their mistakes, some of them didn't.
so how i should learn from my mistakes? and what should i do?
actually i knew the answer but i was lazy and i wanted to find an easy way.
but again that's life I'm talking about, there is no easy way i can't just start new life
i have to make peace with my past and take baby steps to move forward, and maybe someday I'll look around and I'll be pleased with what i have been accomplished.
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Oh my little brother .. tell me about it. the past blame ! the past regret ! I know it too. Many wrong stupid choices that we could avoid and not to do but we did ! .. well, we might forget what we were thinking then. Lets not forget the conditions and number of choices we had. Some times you do what you do because you have too. But as you say, lets learn and move on. peace with our past. and past as it name nature applies, is PAST :) Its GONE. what is left is some memories and undone or damage which remains. if the remains are fixable, then Good ! no excuses Lets clean all that mess. Lets start over .. lets turn a new page. Lets write a new story they way we want it. because right now .. this moment .. whatever choices we make ARE going to be Tomorrow's PAST again ! so past is NOW too. Regret what we did before? .. Don't do now! cuz now is past too :) Well, I'm telling these to myself. and all of us. cuz we all had past.
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